An honest note on where things stand.
It’s been about three months since I posted here. A couple of quiet posts on Instagram, and otherwise, not much. I noticed the silence, and rather than let it stretch on unspoken, I wanted to sit with it honestly: where does Four Eye Books go from here? I don’t have an answer, and I’m not going to manufacture one for the sake of a tidy post.
The pace of things
Four Eye Books has always been built around slow living. Reading without rushing. Letting a book be what it is, without turning every page into a task. For a long time, though, I held the blog itself to a standard I never applied to my reading. A schedule. A cadence. A quiet pressure to keep up, to stay visible, to prove the thing was working.
I’ll be honest about the weight of it. I run this alongside a full-time job. Writing takes time. Posting takes time. Some weeks there isn’t any, and a photo sits unposted, a draft stays half-written in a tab I stop opening. Three months can pass before you’ve decided anything at all.
What keeps me here
But it isn’t all weight, and that’s the part worth saying out loud. Last summer was the Sacramento Noir summer, when I got to meet and talk with authors I admired and see my own hometown through a different lens. This year I read two books from authors who trusted me with their work, Go See America by Matt Tory and Death by Guillotine by Krislyn Lyon (read my review of Death by Guillotine). There’s a particular weight in someone handing you their book and asking you to treat it with care.
Where things stand
So I won’t pretend to know exactly what comes next, but I do know what I’m drawn to. I have a backlog of Bookish Adventures I never wrote up, bookshops I stepped into and photographed and meant to come back to. I’d like to give some of those visits the words they deserve. I’ve also been contemplating a few essays about being a reader, the quieter, less tidy parts that don’t fit neatly into a review.
None of it comes with a schedule. But it’s there, waiting, and that feels like a good place to be. Not a relaunch, not a goodbye. Just this: a reader, still reading, still thinking, taking it as it comes.
Turn the page, take the trip. What new perspective awaits?
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